-sigh squared-

ive come to the conclusion, im too old. i can hear some of you thinking " oh man, youre only 22." yea youre right. im 22. ive had these dreams of being a professional skateboarder as a kid, and lately a professional mountain biker, and i dont mean professional like i drive around in a bentley full of cash and women, but professional enought to just pay the bills and ride.  this past wednesday, however,  it dawned to me, i wont be able to really do any of that. im 22, i joined the navy b/c i couldnt pay for college, i spent a year working odd jobs to make ends meet before i joined. now being this old, all i have to really look forward to is watching these growing sports from the sidelines. with the increasing young kids coming into the picture, a dude like me cant keep up. i dont kno. i think its just this place. this country has one main city, and then other little communities that branch out of it. and the whole city pretty much takes up the whole island. so there is nothing really to do after the first three weeks b/c youve seen everything there is to see. and they have no skatepark, and there is no mountains here, its all dredged sand from the ocean floor. i guess what im saying is i need to get out of here and get back home. im homesick. i miss my family. i miss my friends. i miss the states.

ill have to tough it out tho.

love you guys.

kev