ive been doing alot of tossing-of-ideas in my head these past few weeks. there are so many things that i want to do so bad. i want to go back to school (campus style) so much, i think im going insane, the only real way to do that is a one a year selection board.... very hard to do, and its basically going to school full time year round (dont mind that at all) and afterwards, youre an officer.... (cool i guess, but not sure if im officer type. no offense uncle gary, but the officers dont really get their hands dirty as do the enlisted members, plus its officer, thats like a boat load of responsibility, i can handle it, but i dont think i want to at this moment). i want to get into a rate that will give me some kind of excitement, ive tossed EOD and ND (explosive ordinance disposal and navy diver) around for weeks now, and being so young (E3) it wouldnt be that hard to get into it. but the training is completely intense, like literally, its just about as intense as SEAL training. its 51 weeks of hardcore training, the first 12 is like boot camp times eighteen, and then the next 42 weeks are training on how to safely defuse various bombs and missiles and IEDs, and then its jump school for three weeks, and then various weeks of other intense training. so when i say intense, its 51 weeks of intense. i was online reading some news stories about this particular ND class that had this newspaper follow them thru the 9 weeks of dive school, and seriously, it sounds tough, not so much physically, but mentally and emotionally. they take you out of your comfort zone the first day, and its all uphill after that. i mean some of the things they train is for worst case scenarios and stuff, but its all about testing your patience in a very very very stressful situation. but ultimately in the end, after the 51 weeks of for lack of better terms, hell, youre probably the most respected and acknowledged job holder in the navy, other than the SEALs, but like right there with them. and i think if i seriously put my mind to it, and pre-train before i submit a package to do it, i think i would be able to make it, no promises here, but i think its doable. among other things i want to do like retire to canada and open a bike shop and ride the mountains till im old and grey, i just want to do something different, and i think this EOD is the key. i dont kno, i think i just need to get back to being busy with a job or task like regular working. ive done it for so many years prior to the navy, and thats all i really kno, that and riding a bike. i guess there will always be canada when i get out, i just need to focus on what im doing right now, in the God forsaken country, where i just saw before i walked into this room to type that it was 106 outside, and its ramadan which means the ENTIRE country shuts down during the day, and if you drink, spit, smoke, drink anything, eat anything, wear the wrong thing, or have sex anytime during the day in car or not, and you get caught, you go to jail till ramadan ends, and its a whole month. so like i said, ill just focus on working out and saving money till i leave, and then hopefully ill be able to do something about the EOD stuff real soon.
ok i love you guys.
take care
kev